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wThursday, October 03, 2002

baaaah.....-_- one person can only think so much.

Last saturday, I found out my grandfather is being tested for prostate cancer. I'm praying everything's going to be okay. My uncle died last night of a massive heart attack. Funeral and such are this weekend. I have to find my vaccination information because my college is STUPID and lost the information. I'm so pissed off its not funny. I just wanna kill something or at least break something. the words of Nicky I'm "periating like whoa" and its making me feel even more shitty. Thinking about some things. Ya, school, bi-sexual tendencies..the usual things. Why is life so frickin' complicated? Why can't you just press a frickin' button and BAM! There's your life. >/ Damn you difficulties!!

posted by Kellie at 7:15 PM


::smacks bored with a wet tuna!:: >O -_- I'm bored with blogs and journals.

posted by Kellie at 3:42 PM

wWednesday, October 02, 2002

I have a hole in my sock.

That's about as interesting as my life gets right about now. College is boring, online time is boring...everything is boring. =/ I feel very little ambition right now for some reason. Not sure why, I just don't. I come back from class, do some work here and there or sit and play video games. There's nothing else much to do besides go to Walmart or Taco Bell at ... 11:00 at night or later. I look forward to going home on the weekends sometimes when I do go home because I have more fun at home than I do here. The weekends here are always boring and I like being at home. I'm really thinking about just forgetting about going to York and working to get my grades up and transferring some place else next semester. Possibly Villa Julie since they were going to accept me before I came to York anyway. I could go there now. I have a car, so I wouldn't have to worry about waiting for my parents to come and pick me up or drop me off. When I mentioned it to mom, she wasn't so hesitant about it as she was before. Maybe because she really does see that I like being home. I don't know. Being away from home just doesn't seem to be the thing for me anymore. Yeah, its freedom and independence, but I really do like being at home. I'm just...more comfortable at home. I dunno...I've had a lot on my mind lately about numerous things. Money, Grades, My grandfather possibly having prostate cancer. If he does, there's no doubt in my mind that I'd do whatever I had to do to come home and go to college at home. My graphics teacher suggested me looking into University of Maryland Baltimore County because of this new computer animation course they just started. So, I might do that. But its supposedly a huge school in a not so good part of town. I dunno...I think I'm PMSing or something because I was in painting today and got all teary eyed over a few songs that I usually don't get all teary eyed about. =/ *sigh*

My cold's subsiding slightly, but I'm not completely cured. Hopefully I'll be fully cured before the con next weekend. Going home this weekend to work on my Xu costume and basically finish it with the trim work and collar work. Next weekend is AnimeUSA in Virginia with Sami and I've got a Chem test next Wednesday and a Psych test next Friday. So, I really need to get to the library soon. Need to buy another art box this weekend at some point so I can put my art stuff in it.

Nicky's going through some rough times apparently. =/ I feel bad for her because there's really nothing I can do except be a good friend and be there for her. Bah... @_@; I hate feeling so blah. I need some PMS medication or something.

posted by Kellie at 10:51 PM