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wSaturday, September 28, 2002

Hey! =D My blog's already a month old! w00tness!

posted by Kellie at 11:09 AM


I feel that vomit way. =/ I hate post-nasal drip. Its nasty as hell. >/

I do; however, have the undying urge to paint. o_O; And draw like whoa. I'm buying Kingdom Hearts today because I'm tired of people rubbing in my face how much it rocks. Although...I could wait for Christmas and get it then and buy the new SIM game instead. ::ponder:: I did tell my mom all I wanted for Christmas was a Nintendo game cube. ROFL This was the conversation:

Kellie: Mom...I decided on what I want for Christmas. And its the ONLY thing I want.
Kellie's Mom: What's that?
Kellie: A nintendo game cube.
Kellie's Mom: Why?
Kellie: Because I want one. It's nintendo!
Kellie's Mom: How much is it?
Kellie: I believe in the $200 range?
Kellie's Mom: So, you'd have one of almost every game system?
Kellie: ... Yeah. Pretty much.
Kellie's Mom: Okay. I'll write it down.

The only thing I hate about PS2 and I think NGC games is that they're like..$40-$50 a piece. @_@; I'd go broke just from buying games and DVDs. =/ Speaking of nintendo, I wish I could find my original nintendo system in working condition. I'd hook that shit up and play like whoa. I have an emulator on my computer back at schoo, but its hard as hell to play with the keyboard. I need to get a controller to hook up to my computer. I also need to get my DDR pad soon too. @_@; So much to dooooo. Actually...its more a long the lines of so much I'd like to have. >>;;; ROFL

So, I have to decide between the Sim game and Kingdom Hearts...*sigh*

posted by Kellie at 11:06 AM

wFriday, September 27, 2002

Wow...its been a while since I last updated. Tuesday consisted of class from 9:30-12:00 as usual and me doing absolutely nothing the rest of the day. Wednesday and Thursday I felt horribly icky and rested both days. Went to Manheim, PA with Nicky, Jake and Shaun on Thursday to play some DDRMax2. @_@ Traumatic experience driving there. I hate rain...that's that. Woke up this morning feeling crappy than ever. Almost didn't go to class until I called my mom who prescribed hot lemon tea, more medicine and pretzels. They all helped greatly. Especially the tea. Got Anole his food before heading back to the dorm and packed some stuff up and then me and Nicky headed home. Hit Maryland rush hour traffic. Yay. -_- I hate traffic in MD. It sucks worse than NY traffic. Stopped by Nicky's house to drop her stuff off before heading to White Marsh Mall to play some Max2. =/ I felt bad though 'cause I had to leave after playing one round of DDR with her. I REALLY wanted to stay, but mom asked me to make sure I was home for dinner since my step-dad made a special dinner just for me. Hopefully we can get together on Sunday and do some DDRing before we drive back up to York.

I hate having a cold. Especially the first few days because they kick you in the butt...HARD. I sound like a clogged up fog horn and someone who's been smoking for like..years. @_@ I hate it!

Really have to talk to mom about my costume for AnimeUSA. I'm determined to get it made. >/ I wanna be Xu damnit!!!

Anyway, this weekend consists of...nothing so far. It'll be a last minute sorta thing. It always is. But that's usually more fun. I'm probably going to bed now since I feel like crap run over.

posted by Kellie at 11:34 PM

wTuesday, September 24, 2002

Which Piercing are you?


posted by Kellie at 5:16 PM


I'm so tired of immature bullshit. I'm tired of bending over backwards for people to make sure everyone is happy. I'm not trying to be selfish in this rant, but does anyone think about my sanity. Yeah, I like to help people and I'm not going to stop, but I'm just tired of people taking help for granted. I'm tired of working so damn hard to make sure things can turn out somewhat right, I'm just ready to scream. I just wanna jab a pencil into my fucking eye and bleed to death. I'm simply tired of putting in that extra effort to wipe someone's ass when something is wrong and no one can deal with their own problems. I'm tired of it all. I'm ready to just...stay in my room forever and come when I need to go to class, go to the bathroom, shower and perhaps eat. Right now, I want to crawl under a fucking rock and stay there because I'm just so annoyed, pissed, angry, sad, sick...just.. I'm ready to fucking kill something.

My roommates can't get along for shit and I'm pissed off to no end at it. I'm trying to hardest to fix problems that they seem to be having, but I can't do it alone and no one seems to be helping. I'm not doing this on my own anymore. Yes, I'll be there for them if they want to talk bout a problem they're having and give them advice on how I think they should handle it. How it would be best to handle it. But I have not the strength to continue pushing myself to make lives better. It can't be such a one-sided ordeal. People need to take responsibility for their own actions in life. You can't count on other people for it. I'm sorry, but I don't have the time nor do I have the energy to be that person to carry you on my shoulders. You need to carry yourself.

I'm sorry I can't be those wings that can carry you to perhaps a better place, but I can be that shoulder for you to cry on. I can be that person that if you need a hug, I will be that embrace. I cannot be your savior though. I cannot and I will not. I'm human, I'm not perfect. No one is. If you expect perfection, then I'm afraid you won't find it here. I am who I am, I do what I do. I'm sorry if its not good enough for you.

posted by Kellie at 12:55 PM